Asthma is a common lung disease that affects around 10% of Australians and approximately 3% of those with asthma have severe asthma. Severe asthma means asthma symptoms and attacks continue despite treatment, or high doses of inhaled steroids and long acting reliever medications are needed to gain control, and the health care provider has considered other factors such the person’s self-management skills, triggers and co-existing illnesses [Reference: Severe Asthma Toolkit]
When asked what severe asthma meant to them and what impact it had on their lives, people we interviewed spoke about how the disease is recognised, the process of coming to terms with it, their physical experience of an attack, and the need for regular medication. People with severe asthma noted that their healthcare providers used a variety of terms to describe their asthma such as unstable, chronic, non-allergic, atypical, and brittle, in addition to the word severe. It was important for Jemma that severe asthma was referred to as such otherwise people were too dismissive and saw all people with asthma having the same journey. See also Getting Diagnosed.
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I’ve told him since he first started seeing me, I’m a medical mystery. I will have you dumbfounded left, right, and centre. He didn’t believe me. He’s believing me. He’d turned to me about two years ago, he said, ‘you know I never believed you.’ And I was wondering what he was talking about. I said, ‘what?’ He said, ‘medical mystery.’ I went, ‘believe me now do you?’ He says, ‘you’re a right pain in the arse.’ I said, ‘yeah I know.’ He said, ‘I’ve never had someone so difficult to treat.
Wayne finds the reality different to what he’d imagined.
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To have a restriction on, on your lifestyle. That’s if it’s asthma. You see I still can’t get my head around that it’s asthma because I don’t understand asthma. For me it’s I’ve got a breathing problem that really limits me from doing most things and things that I used to do. So as for it being asthma, I thought asthma just you’d have an asthma attack and then you’re fine. More, you have more good days than bad days. Where for me I just, I just keep having bad days.
Severe asthma was not something
Jemma expected.
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A friend of mine who’s a doctor, he lost a 21 year old who had an asthmatic attack and he couldn’t save her and he was devastated by it. And that was the first time I heard of severe asthma. And I thought, well mine’s not like that. And it wasn’t at that stage. When he told me I was like, you know I was in my 40s, well I don’t have that sort of asthma. And I was only, yeah, about six years ago that I realised what it was like. So, no, I didn’t have that much understanding. Even as a nurse. I sort of thought, oh yeah.
Some people we interviewed described severe asthma in terms of symptoms and signs, such as not being able to breathe properly every day, having regular attacks, congestion, and constant cough. Others spoke of the long-term nature of the condition, using terms such as chronic. For some patients chronic signified severe. Some people with severe asthma described their condition in terms of the treatment required, such as needing “daily maintenance”; “treatment I am dependent on”; when “puffs of reliever simply won’t cut it” and “you need the machine”.
Marg has her own way of thinking about severe asthma.
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I sat down and thought what does it mean to me? And to me it means I have treatment for asthma that I am dependent upon, so that to me is severe. I don’t want any severer than that then it’d be critical. But, and I don’t think it’s chronic because I’m not, I haven’t got it all the time every day. That’s my way that I relate to things. Severe would be having it so you need treatment all the time. Chronic would be so, you know, you’re living with it… ah ha [Panting like an asthmatic] like some people are all the time. And critical would be when you’re rushed off to hospital. That’s just my interpretation..
Marion spoke in terms of the dose of steroids needed.
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Well I have severe asthma because I’m taking 50 milligrams of prednisone, but I don’t feel like I have severe asthma because I’m taking 50 milligrams of prednisone, you know. So, it’s there but I’m not suffering the effects of it at the moment.
Helen didn’t see anything different when told she had severe asthma.
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Probably indifference because, I think, when you’ve grown up with it, before you even know how to talk. I guess there is a tendency to be a bit blasé about it, because you don’t know any different. He wasn’t diagnosing me with anything I didn’t already know I had. His role was to assist me and see what could be done to better manage my condition because, I guess, I was in that hospital a bit on and off steroids, as in oral prednisolone tablets and high doses of that aren’t good. That’s what that was about. There was no reaction because there was no new news to me.
People we talked to described the impact of severe asthma on their lives either as what needed to be done, or what they were prevented from doing. Those that focussed on actions required talked about exercising more care in looking after yourself; taking things seriously in consultations with healthcare providers, not just showing up; being constantly vigilant, and finding different ways to do things. There was a positivity and acceptance among those people, and some saw their condition as an opportunity to think what’s important in life. See Coping strategies.
Justin has accepted that asthma is a part of who he is.
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Well, I realized that at some point I started to say, “my asthma”, like-like it was something I owned. And it’s not- it’s not that it’s something I treasure by any means, but it’s made me who I am, like it or not. It’s been part of my whole life. I don’t know what it would have been like without it, but I certainly know that certain parts of my life are what they are because of the asthma. So, it’s mine. It’s made me, for good or bad.
By contrast, some people with severe asthma noted first and foremost what severe asthma did to them — not allowing independence, having to watch others enjoying activities, and being frightened to try things in case something went wrong. They also described how severe asthma affects how they go about things—needing to be careful and not being able to perform at what your usual level would be like. Some men in the study expressed frustration with not being able to perform expected physical roles. The irregular and unpredictable nature of severe asthma also affected people’s ability to maintain routines.
Shannon feels she is always preparing, not living in the moment.
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Severe asthma means to me that you can’t function. Yeah. You’re always preparing. You’re always—you’re trying to do your best. You always prepare for that day. I don’t know how people could do it during work because you just don’t know when your triggers are going to happen. And with mine, with the amount of medications and all that I’m on, I just- yeah. It’s really hard. Really hard to function, really hard. I try and do everything that I can do and I think that I’m doing the right thing. And then, someone else will just put a brand new bonnet on it and I’m doing the wrong thing again.
Karen feels unrecognisable compared to her previous self.
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I mean at this point in my life, I literally lost just about everything. I mean I look in the mirror and I don’t even recognise myself anymore. I mean when I was in hospital two years ago they put… I ended up putting on something like 30 kilos with all the steroids. Most of my… half of my hair fell out. You know even now I’ve managed to lose a lot of the weight, but not all of it. My face is still cushingoid. I mean people tell me, my friends tell me I look so much better, they tell me I look good. But it’s like I still look at myself and go, it doesn’t look like me. Not from the person that I think of, you know.
Some people described severe asthma by the actual physical experience, like putting your head underwater, breathing through cotton wool, tightness in the shoulder blades and a build-up of pressure.
Gaye didn’t realise her own breathing was so noisy.
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The fact that I was huffing and puffing. I couldn’t go anywhere without having to take the spacer with me so that I could get an effective dose of the Ventolin that would work, and waking up exhausted because you’re not realizing that you’re not getting the oxygen in that you need. Sometimes I’ve actually frightened myself in the car thinking someone’s there when it’s actually my breathing, because when you stop breathing you go, “Good they’ve gone.” You start noticing the noise and you think, “Oh that’s me. I better do something about that.”
Karen literally had to hang on to furniture to breathe.
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Imagine someone put a thick, dense sponge over your face so it became hard to breathe and at the same time a wide tight belt was put around your chest. As you get worse the sponge gets thicker and denser and the belt gets tighter. The work of breathing becomes extremely difficult and you need to use more muscles to help. You have to hang on to something such as the arms of a chair or maybe just stand with your hands on your hips so you can use your neck and shoulder muscles in reverse to try and help lift your ribs. Your muscles start to get sore, you are fatigued and you can’t move any sir either in or out. Eventually you can’t even move enough air to say a single word. It is then like the air became concrete and there is an elephant on your chest.